I never realized how amazing being with a person in a healthy whatever it is I’m in could be. Like communication is 💯 the sex is 💯 the conversations are 💯 the connection is 💯 I have never felt so comfortable with someone so quickly. Holy fuck.


I am apparently a uhaul lesbian. Who knew.

I just wanna get fit and buy the whole wardrobe from Jane the Virgin

I’m pissed and hurt and embarrassed and exhausted and upset.

And tired of feeling this way still.

Feeling like I am the only one trying and the only one who cares.

Constantly begging you to show something.

Something that is never going to come.

I’m tired of asking for it.

I’m tired of not getting it.

I’m tired of feeling like I am the one to blame.

Like I am not enough.

When I am out of this world fanstastic.

I deserve to be shown and receive the same energy I give out.

But nothing between us has ever been reciprocal.